Up and Down, Kill me now.

How many of you knew I had a raffle? You know... this one?! --> 300+ Watchers Raffle! CLOSEDEDIT: I lowered the prizes since only one person has entered... honestly I'm a bit disappointed with the entry turnout...
So, I recently reached 300 watchers on my deviantArt! Since I hadn't done anything for 100 or 200 watchers, I decided to hold a raffle!
Now, since I don't have any impressive funds for prizes, only 1st place gets points, guys. :/
Da Rulez
 Make a Journal with a link back to this raffle! Tag me in it!
 Comment back on this journal with the link to your journal just incase I don't see the tag!
 Must be a watcher, new watchers welcome!
 If you unwatch me afterward, whether you win or not, you get on the blacklist
Optional
 Make art of either Muse or Lecutta: The one that's been open for a month and a half now?

Well, it recently ended on my birthday, the 13th. And guess what? Only one person entered, and they were a new watcher. I automatically gave them 25. the prize was originally 50, but I lowered it because no one was entering. It's kind of sad really, out of 300+ people watching me, only one entered.

I'm never going to do a raffle or contest ever again. Just, the outcome of this one was so damn disappointing. I don't think I'll do requests ever again either. I'm done doing things without getting anything in return in some way. So, I'm going to go through my gallery and put any contest entries and dta entries in storage because none of them won. They are worth nothing to me and just remind me of how much of a failure my "art" is. Any unsold adopts are going to be deleted or put into storage in a week too since they're next to worthless anyway.

And just as I was starting to get back into a good spirit and starting to draw more too. I had lost motivation, kind of disappeared from my social sites. Then I started drawing again, and then I was reminded of how shit I am at everything. Sorry that my up and down moods bother you, but really, if you don't like it then kindly fuck off.

If you don't want to yell at me here, my skype is demonic_valkyrie, I won't answer calls.